Learning to subtract self from myself

Last night, Mike did me the most amazing favor! He took me and showed me how to meet his needs. Instead of just thinking of myself, he taught me how to love him the way that he needs. Mike wasn't demanding. He was kind. It allowed me to introspectively see how selfish I truly am, and how beautiful being selfless can be.

I have a long way to go, but God is starting to show me how to get to the point where I think about somebody other than myself. Whenever we do have a baby, it will be a huge lesson in dying to my needs for space and quiet! I will have to say bye-bye to that side of Jennifer Lettner, and that is okay, no matter how hard it may be.